Had an okay fighter practice last night. Lot of people showed up and we had some really good fights. My training seems to be paying off a bit and I feel real good. I think changing my armour will help throw me for enough of a loop that I can bypass the next plateau. I think if I continually challange myself by fighting tired, hungry, irritated, annoyed, happy, sad, and in extremes of temperature that I can train my body to fight better in perfect conditions. I will be training with a sword and shield that are both to heavy and pushing myself beyond the point of tired to raise my stamina. I will gain the skills I want…
I have been trying to impress upon my “student” that you have to work pell work slowly. I am only trying to show her proper technique at the request of her actual trainer and I want to make sure she gets the techniques down solid. I told her last night that you have to visualize the fighting and the shots from start to finish, walk through it slowly and make the shot count. The only thing she should be concentrating on with that is exact and perfect form. She is coming along.
My mind is not where it should be, I need to focus on the inner self and stop concentrating so much on the things I cannot change. My mind is starting to try to betray me and I refuse to let that happen. I am master of my own fate. I am master of my own choices. I am master of all the things that do and do not happen to me. I need only apply that principle to my issues and move through them as though they are made of nothingness.